10 Randoms

  1. More people have left the church and I'm sad about it.
  2. I took another pay cut.
  3. I continually question whether I am good or bad for this church.
  4. The surface of my life is full of struggle.
  5. I feel like I am becoming more true yet more offensive at the same time.
  6. I am a deconstructionist and question everything.
  7. I am passionate about church but sometimes doubt it can become what it is.
  8. If some saw my atheistic, heretical, unorthodox, heterodox side, they'd choke.
  9. I have seen and it makes sense to me, but I have serious difficulty articulating it.
  10. I've never felt more peace, joy and love in the core of my being than I do now.

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