Be careful when you leave the herd that you don't simply find a new one that suits your opinions better. You haven't really changed. You've only switched.
Tweaking is the favorite pastime of the spiritually discontent.
Switching is the hobby of ego enthusiasts.
Waiting patiently, alone, to find your own self and path... now that takes courage!
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